God Talking....

lately, I've had a hard time with a friend,
And the COOLEST thing just happened. I got off the computer and got out my bible asking God to speak to my heart and give me some advice and this is what he had me read.

"even today my complaint is bitter, his hand is heavy in spite of my groaning.
 If only I knew were to find her I'd go to her dwelling! 
I would state my case before her, and fill my mouth with arguments. 
I would find out what she would answer me and consider what she would say.  
Would she oppose me with great power? No, she would not press charges against me. 
.......
But I go to the east and she is not there;  I go to  the west and do not find her. when she is at work in the north, I do not see her; when she turns to the south i catch no glimpse of her...
but she knows the way i take, when she has tested me i will come forth as gold. my feet have closely followed her steps, i have kept close to her way without turning aside. I have not departed from the commands of her lips; i have treasured the words of her mouth more then my daily bread. 
But she stands alone, who can oppose her? She does whatever she pleases, she carries out her decree against me, and such plans she still has in store. 
that is why I'm terrified before her, when i think of all this, I fear her, god has made my heart faint, the almighty has terrified me, yet I am not silenced by the darkness, by the thick darkness that covers my face. " 

to paraphrase this is saying:
Even though its painful, God has his hand on it! Then it goes on to describe some of the things I'm feeling-(how I want to talk to her, but I don't want to be blamed by her but I don't want to hurt her either.) Then it gently criticizes me for the mistake I've made placing our friendship above me and God's sometimes and not sticking up for the wrong things we've done. (underlined portion) but then he gives encouragement, and says I know your scared of the things that this could turn into, but evil WILL NOT win, not even in the darkest of situations.
technically it was Job talking but God had this moment in mind when he had Job write it, because this was totally God's heart to heart with me.

Prom

It finally Happened! The day I've talked about since 6th grade, and planned on for months...

   Prom 

...& since I was up till 5:30 -6 with hardly any sleep, I'm super-duper-uber tired... so I'll just sum it up with pictures, and comments :) 

"Getting Ready" 

"My Hair & Make-up"

"some fun pictures "

"Or  shoes say stuff bout our personalities"

"The Full Picture"

"Footwear"

"Going through life hand and hand"

"My two best friends (Monica, Tori)"

"Small Group Girls"

"Fun Fun Fun" 

" My mom & dad couldn't come so Jessica and Jason were the picture takers"

"Me & Te-Tah"

"My date! who says you have to go with a boy" 

"We went with a really neat Neat group!" 

"PROM 2011"

"Fun shot! "

"Haha - we accidentally ended up matching, promise we are not dates lol"

"Me and the beautiful miss Jenna"

"I was the designated driver.... We had fun lol"

"One fancy smancy night"

"We ate at Chedders, and it was totally a God moment because we didn't have reservations and got seated Immediately"

"Motorcycle time... after we ate we hit up the arcade"

"It matched my dress"

"... another fun picture"

"Me and Amber"

"Bre, Maisy and Me "

"My lovely friend Corrien"

"Guess what!?!?!?!?! I got a tattoo!!!!! .Jk it was airbrush! " (Left hand/arm is mine)

"This is monica, but I rode it to.. for a whole 5 seconds then I fell off"

That concludes the story of prom- I wish It could go on forever, but I'm always keeping the memories I made last night <3