Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Summer Reviws

Summer is the time EVERY normal teenager longs for...
Its the time to getaway from cranky teachers, homework that would make Einstein's brain hurt, not to mention all the drama and grudges that we know high school brings... and that's EXACTLY were this summer brought me (minus the whole drama and Grudges thing)  I was sick of all the normal everyday stuff that seemed to stick to me like glue! In fact there were times I wished I could be like Dorthy and get hurled out of Kansas... (Wizard Of Oz) yet I just went about the everyday tasks--- putting on that mask of happiness. My heart wasn't in the right place and looking back i can see that, but at the time things got so bad that everyone around me was suffering the effects~ My family hardly ever saw me because i was so wrapped up in my own little world, it felt like me and my relationships with my friends were Falling apart- like I didn't even know then anymore. Point blank things were Dark and I felt like I was suffocating under the worldliness around me. about this time summer got going-- (well it had been going but it just felt like it hadn't because i was stuck in the same spot doing NOTHING!) 


It started with me being the leader of 16 adorable second graders. (That's not all of them, but its a few of the really athletic and rowdy ones) we were THE NINJA TURTLES-- we had everything, the green face paint, the green bandannas, and all the spirit anyone could have asked for! Definitely one Crazy week. We were outside all day taking kids from one place to the next; with water brakes and bathroom brakes between pretty much EVERY stop. (If you ever want to know if elementary teaching is for you, try that kind of intensity)--- Needless to say it got my blood pumping and my heart beating in the right direction... Oh and another Incredible part of that bargain, was the amazing people i was pared with <3 

(Below is my AMAZING NiNjA buddy/ Helper) 







I had 3 helpers each day... The one with me in the picture is the only one that was attached to me at the hip! literally she was the only one that was there EVERYDAY.. I love that Girl!!!! The other leaders were just as AMAZING and i don't think it would have gone as smoothly without them so .. Even though i know they'll never EVER see this... THANK YOU!!!!!!!



OKIE DOKIE~~~~ SO That was just the starting point, at the end of the week I got on a bus (one FINALLY headed OUT of Wichita) To the Coolest High school camp known to First free'ers ...

CHALLENGE!
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 I had the most incredible time... that's about the only word I can use to describe it. It Gave me a chance to meet some people i wouldn't normally talk to and get out of my comfort zone. It allowed me some one on one time with the girls in my grade i didn't know very well!



  •  I love you Maisy! I loved being your roomie and slipping notes under the door ;)
  •  
     Emma you always put a smile on my face and made my day better! Love you girly! 

  •  Abbi I love the way you look with the bible in you lap and he holy spirit shining through-- God working in you heart is something I'd Hate to miss <3 
Not to mention I got to have God open my eyes to the ME in my life and Take my heart and focus it on him and HIS will and purpose for my life.. that's what made my summer worth living for.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

The MUSIC VIDEO:D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VdgniHxiVAs

CHECK IT OUT!!!!!! <3

Stand Up~ My Song

              2010 has been off to a pretty AWESOME start with life in general and then spiritually... My youth leader encouraged us to do a Verse YEAR round (Btw my AMAZING leader Audrey is the Coolest grown-up you'll ever find). I chose 1 timothy 4:12, but as months have gone by I've realized that I picked the wrong verse and should have picked   1 Corinth 13:13--- I think Gods shown me just HOW IMPORTANT it is that his love is shown in my life...  SO i did what any musical person would do and wrote a song about it titled  "Stand up".



V1: 
every little girl wants to be a princess...
picked up in a pretty pink dress by a prince on a steed...
every little boy wants to be a hero...
to make a change in this big lonely world...
CHorus: 
so stand up, stand up- and show 'em that were fighting...
light up, a world thats losing all thats binding...
stand up show them that we care...
and that love is a feeling that we can't deny 
and love is a language between you and i...
and love is an outlook that changes your life...
and its the anthem were singing tonight...
V2:
fast forward 20 yrs. and the girls in her room...
crying over her and her bf being through...
the boy is now a man and he just lost his job...
walking down the street all hope seems lost...
* Repeat Chorus* 
well thing's get tough and life i'll become unfair...
but remember that theres always someone there...
to hold ur hand and whisper in your ear saying...
Chorus 2:
I stand up, stand up- for you i'm fighting...
I'll light up your world when your hope is dying...
i'll stand up because i care... 
and my love I displayed through my son who i sent to die...
so you and I could be one.... 
so tell 'em ----->
 * Repeat Chorus 1*
so now i tell everyone i know 
and stand and tell the world that....
* Repeat chorus *
His love is sweeter then candy...
its Fine and dandy...
its the rain in the morning and sunrise at night...  
so I stand up, stand up - for him i am fighting...
I'll light bp the world thats lost all thats binding.. 
and i'll stand up to let them know theres a God there...
 ans that his love is a feeling that can't be denied... 
his love is a language he speaks to you and I...
and its an outlook that changes your life...
                                                                                    
but its the anthem of my life...

La La La La La La La La ...

~ END ~

Monday, March 15, 2010

What Is that Feeling?

I just got done with an AMAZING weekend! It was the best of the best... and looking back i wouldn't have done one thing differently! I got to spend 3 days with my BEST FRIENDS!



 We went to the movies (and talked the WHOLE time), Drank Mt dew (and Suffered the side effects), not to mention the Awesome All nighter (with Makeovers at 3 in the morning) or the epic falls while learning to ice skate.


No matter what we did I always came home feeling completely and totally in love... not like the Romance, but in the sense of God bringing us as a group Closer together and just creating a love and a passion for him through each of us and our Crazyness!  It may sound CRAZY... but Its the only way I can think to describe the feeling. :D